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Jokes
07:03
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I came out of my room dressed in a shirt
My mom told me it was too eccentric
Change it now there’s some dirt on it
So I took it off and changed it
But yeah this is gonna hurt me
It rarely ever doesn’t
This is gonna hurt me
It hurts
Live in two surreal paths
Have an understanding parent that
Just wanted the best for you
But what is the best for you
Is it the nets back in to catch you
Or a wave of memories and dreams that lead you on
Let go of your thought you’ll fall on your back
Do everything but don’t do that
No it’s all a joke we can go ahead
You should go ahead
We don’t have to know what ifs
We can go ahead you should go ahead
My hands hurt my hands hurt
Hanging by a thread
Just an inkling and it’s dead
How far did we veer?
How little's the fear?
Just a tightrope across the landscape
It’ll fall into place in its own way
Shoot me once
Shoot me twice
Lay back down into an ounce
Inches away from breaking disguise
No it’s all a joke we can go ahead
You should go ahead
We don’t have to know what ifs
We can go ahead you should go ahead
My hands hurt my hands hurt
If you’re really where you want to be
Why can’t you get up in the morning
If you’re really where you want to be why don’t you do anything
If you’re never gonna leave
Why do you rush on
If you’re never gonna leave leave
No it’s all a joke we can go ahead
You should go ahead
We don’t have to know what ifs
We can go ahead you should go ahead
My hands hurt my hands hurt
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2. |
Systems
03:35
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My knuckles are bruised
They’re painful but look pretty cool
He’s the type to leave you feeling dirty
But it’s all because you allow it
He’s actually not that confidently
Versed in any communist parties
So when he comes in run
When you want to break down
Give me a heads up so that
I’ll get it out
of my system
I only did it twice nothing was finalized
So i convinced myself tonight that tonight’s time to die
So you left yourself in the dirt
So you left yourself in the dirt
You’re a parrot in disguise
Left with human eyes
You’ve never been so blind
Blinded by fate you’ll never take it
Masturbate through the years
You’ll have nothing left
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3. |
Reliance
02:18
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No one can hold me back
Once you realize that
You could never rely on anyone
You could never
Never really have anyone
I sit and pray my needs away
I sit and pray my needs away
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4. |
In Moons
05:19
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I’d love for you to forget about me
Pretend there were times only in dreams
Where you could use all your time instantly
Spend all your days as a thief
Live life then disappear
There've been better years
Have you been kind?
Do you really mind?
How’d you run so fast?
Nothing is meant to last
So soon we had our arms tied
In moons fighting the good fight
But you just turn the tv on
Yeah you just turn the tv on
To the channels
Back then there were things I couldn’t see
But you meant no harm it was only
A mistake between the
Nights that you had where you hurried
And times when you could fall asleep
So you can play the scene and end scene then play the scene and end the scene
And hope to die
Then you will die
Another lifetime
For you to die
This was never supposed to happen
We keep doing the same things over and over again
And look where it gets us
We never asked for any of this
Yet here it is
How’d you run so fast?
Nothing is meant to last
So soon we had our arms tied
In moons fighting the good fight
But you just turn the tv on
Yeah you just turn the tv on
To the channels
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5. |
Do My Mind?
04:08
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This is how to be designed
Stranded lighthouse telltale sign
Signed sealed delivered as a ghost
Calling up the stages of post
Traumatic exposition
Evangelical temptation
A little modern for some taste
Or solely neutral in haste
It's not to be so kind
Lights out mind
I'd like to see through the dark
Have a little hope left to maybe start
Reconsidering all the changes
So that we could do this stainless
But it's so soon
If this is how I saw it in my mind
Then it's not to be understood maybe in time
Things will cease
Sooner than you think
Reset the difference of everything
No exceptions to the course
Linking every little war
It's not to be so kind
Lights out mind
I'd like to see through the dark
Have a little hope left to maybe start
Reconsidering all the changes
So that we could do this stainless
But it's so soon
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6. |
selfdestructbutton
04:19
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I don't think it works anymore
The new year's right out the door
Blending his fingers
So that they'll linger
Can't forget what he's threatening
We'll have all the answers in no time
When we're younger we'd just smile
But the bits that they left can't get them out
Can't get them out
I don't think it works anymore
The new year's right out the door
Blending his fingers
So that they'll linger
Can't forget what he's threatening
Can't forget what he's threatening
There's so much in his arms
Right mad and full of scars
Hide the bodies of all your losses
Bright and lonely counting the costs of
The new year's brought me questions
That can only be answered with decisions
But he knows that I only make mistakes
Can't afford to speak up it'd be a mistake
I don't think it works anymore
The new year's right out the door
Blending his fingers
So that they'll linger
Can't forget what he's threatening
Can't forget what he's threatening
There's so much in his arms
Right mad and full of scars
Hide the bodies of all your losses
Bright and lonely counting the costs of
48 hour days
I'm tired and I can't wait
To slip into a reset
My heart could never take it
Life's too much
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7. |
Overshadowed
04:58
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19 years old in the middle of nothing
20 years ago was the conception of Eden
The place of betrayal us monsters and sinners
Everyone prefers that since we are all sinners
Get lost in subliminal operations
Tear gas and blood found on the sons of the teachers
They want it fair they want it easy
Beg for attention he’s actually just sleazy
Trying to keep up
Trying to keep up
Living in the shadow
Living in the shadow
I need
Lost in direction can’t read maps
Use the space don’t read the map
They say hardworking is dumb and useless
Play it cool calm defenseless
It’ll come to you when you’re a bit older
Right now right now what is sober
Bask in disappointment it’s almost over
Back in disappointment I was the disappointment
Trying to keep up
Trying to keep up
Living in the shadow
Living in the shadow
I need
I don’t know how to pray
I don’t know how to pray
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8. |
Detachment
04:58
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I've been so awful i can't ever change the way i look
It's not in my head
I've been so awful it's not anything it's nobody's problem it's just my head
I can't help but die inside
I can't help but die inside
Leave it alone
If i see you in any room
I won't
Ask you to dance
I'd rather you go
If i see you is there any chance
For you to leave soon
I I've been so awful it's not funny anymore
I can't i can't open anymore doors
To the dark side of my room
I just have no light left in me
If you try to give me a little time and patience i would be your rock and would be a foundation for once
Oh God
I just need a choice
Need a choice
Need a choice
Can't let my voice carry on
It's not that healthy to live
Like this
If i see you in any room
I won't
Ask you to dance
I'd rather you go
If i see you is there any chance
For you to leave soon
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9. |
Years From Now
05:49
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s2005112@dlszobel.edu.ph
Mon, Jan 14, 2019, 7:20 PM
to
Take my hands off off my neck you’re overwhelmed and
Nothings real especially your best
We have everything in our arms
The pain starts our hearts up
You never tell me what’s up
All I want is to give an ear out
I don’t even know what I want 4 years from now
Everyone keeps asking what’s gonna happen then
I don’t even know what I want this moment right now
The silence is always louder
Your hands have been around my neck
Don’t let go but can you move it a bit
My sensibilities are insensitively insecure
I’ll never center myself as a pure... (I’ll always feel as a pure waste)
Whatever it is can you delete my history
In the end it’s all just a bother to see
Can you give an ear out
I don’t even know what I want 4 years from now
Everyone keeps asking what’s gonna happen then
I don’t even know what I want this moment right now
The silence is always louder
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10. |
Do You Hear It?
04:37
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There's a lot of hateful people
They all look so familiar
This fiction superseded it’s meaning refunding it’s right to live
Now it’s time to recollect return to dreaming and forget
Forget you ever heard these pieces
Delete them from the fictive works in the library
Leaving these to exist in a state of isolation
Returning back to solitude; picking at straws
The riddle of the tree falling in the middle of the forest. That is all and all that will ever be.
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